Green-Tinted Glasses

I’m so glad to have some time to write on here. It’s been a wicked month since I last updated ya’ll and expressed my thoughts. You know how I do things if you’ve been here before so let’s just start with updates. I’ve been working hard shooting, collabing, podcasting and Jadeing.

We got shoots on shoots on shoots. The last time we chatted, I had a killer debut with Hustler. Brad Newman and I clicked so well I mosied on over to his house the next day for a collab. I’m such a sex addict hahahaha. I also had the pleasure of shooting with Tadpole, Matty Jacobson, CJ Masters and Rich Blackrose. All were WONDERFUL and I would certainly work with them again. Then I had my Naughty America debut which was incredible. It’s so nice to finally get to work with some of the biggest studios in the business. Up on the roster for this month is a shoot with On Premises, BWC Productions, Creampiled’s new website HoneyPot and Wicked 911. I’m also trying to shoot with Quixotic again (he’s the one with the Sybian so of course). Then in August I’ve got Private Society, possibly Shortie’s World and a shoot with JD Coxxx. It’s a busy summer that’s for sure.

Collabssss. Hahaha it’s been a fun time for that. I had the pleasure of collabing with Brad and will post that vid next week. We also got some awesome behind the scenes footage from our Hustler shoot. Male talent doesn’t seem to mind me being all over them. Hehe. Then I got another great exhibitionist one with Richard Glaze at a pornstar party. Since it’s only 7 minutes that one is going on the hub. Additionally I have two hot AF gg collabs, one with Elise London and another with Sona Bella. Sona and my vids are already up on both my Onlyfans pages. My vid with Elise probably won’t be up for another couple weeks. Then I wrapped up yesterday with my favorite stud, London Ford. We got in a collab before I left and just did a live last night. He’s so sweet and is a great person to work with. I gave him extra snuggles last night. He’s so respectful he saw me off to my car and told me to text him when I got home even though I live 3 blocks away smh. He’s a model deviant citizen in the empire and a good friend. Look forward to more of my content with him in it.

PODCASTS have been dope! I was on Sex Party with Dustin again and the Bougie Show with Filthy Kings. Both were so much fun and I can’t wait to see my episodes. Then a couple weeks ago, I was on Fresh and Fit. Firstly I want to thank the show for being so welcoming to me. While I disagree with Walter and Myron on A LOT, being cordial helps move conversations in a peaceful way. I’m slowly entering the debate arena as a green pilled feminist. The green pill is to focus on yourself, lead a healthy well rounded life and to decenter ALL relationships. It’s a v selfish pill lol. Anyway I don’t plan on getting into politics because firstly I’m not an expert.

That expressed, I AM an expert on feminism. I have a college degree from a feminist all women’s school that forced us all to take multiple Women’s History courses. My plan is to focus on dating, feminism and topics related to sex work. However I don’t want to come in verbal guns ablazing. I’m a quiet opponent who likes to discuss facts in a non confrontational way. Let’s debate like adults, fuck arguing. As for the Whatever pod, I can’t go on. I have zero interest debating religious zealots who have the combined intellectual capacity of a fucking sea cucumber. At least Myron and Walter are pretty smart, albeit red pill dudes. That expressed I want to debate the public and totally appear on more of these types of podcasts. I’ll also be making an appearance with Destiny on his stream next month to discuss SW and legislation around it.

Let me start my tea pouring sesh with - I DON’T INVITE MYSELF INTO PEOPLES’ LIVES. It takes a ton of effort and daily affirmations for me to be as open minded as I am. I know I’m friendly. However I’m an introvert too and my closest loved ones can attest to my dislike for spending more than a few hours with humans. They can also vouch I don’t give people enough time to destroy my life because I’m avoidant af. I’ll just phase you out and ignore you if I get weird vibes. Don’t get me wrong, I LOVE people but being an introvert, I get drained so easily. So when someone comes into my life or invites me to theirs only for them to be cruel to me, yeah it’s bothersome. I’m a pacifist with people I like.

It’s very upsetting, enraging actually to hear that another talent claimed my husband’s cancer and surgery was fake. I’ve had enough. You won, so here let me write about you. Don’t you dare come for my spouse because I will become a different, scary person. I’m tired of jealous people coming for me when I HAVE my circle. I don’t need new friends because mine date back DECADES and I’ve picked what type of people I want to bond with in my industry. No new friends unless I pick. Then this 30 year old immature little girl went as far as to have another friend try to make peace with me. Don’t do this and then talk shit on me. It will only serve to make you look stupid and make me dislike you more. I’m a lot more observant than people like to think.

On another note, I don’t do sleepovers lmao. It’s not even a diva thing, I just hate my sleep schedule disturbed and I like fucking during the day. Man this is the weirdest boundary everyoneeee wants to break at the beginning of their bonding with me. Just recently I had to tell 4 people I don’t do it unless I’m dating also…. Lmao guys I’m fucking married. Obviously, I’m going to hold people to standards. I’ve proven through having healthy partners that mine are both attainable and reasonable. My man, my HUSBAND didn’t get the privilege until we were dating. At this point my advice to other ladies if you want the picture perfect marriage, date around so you can make sure he’s it. The disappoint at the most peoples’ AUDICITY will only serve to strengthen your primary bond. I’m speaking from years of experience. LOL I’m lucky I found mine young.

One mistake I commonly make is assuming that if people like my mask they’re going to like me. Really I should assume the opposite. People often mistake my $30k cosmetically enhanced smile for authentic warmth. While I am warm, it’s selective and reserved for my closest people and fans. If you’re not a fan or closest people, you have to earn it over time. I don’t do hookups because I get paid to fuck… I don’t NEED hookups. I need collabs because I like money and that’s why I’m no longer a volunteer slut and am a pro slut. Win win for me. In my free time I think people assume I’m running around sexing off camera, picking flowers and singing love songs. I’m not. I’m getting my 500 item task list done. I’m so severe of an introvert I don’t even sleep over my best friends’ houses. I like being alone so I can be comfortable, smoke pounds of weed to myself, eat whatever I want regardless of what someone else is doing (being a marathoner I have to eat ALL day in season) and go to bed on time. This is not congruent with people’s idealization of me and leaves a lot of people who want to get close to me disappointed. I would not be able to do half of what I do if I was constantly bombarded by social interaction. I’d also be really irritable. The people who are unlucky enough to pass my time threshold see firsthand I can be heinous. Trust that I’ll make you want to give me alone time if you get too close. That’s a threat and a promise.

My man’s not going anywhere because I allow him to be the headship of my life. It’s not to say I don’t have my own identity, check my resume. However he’s my protector and the default decision maker (with my consent) in our relationship. With that he allows me to do what I do without objection. I love being open because it’s foolproof - it reinforces why I don’t leave him. Why go for something fast when I can have a metaphorical 20 course meal with someone who is unconditionally loyal to me? We’re not perfect and sometimes we fight like every couple, but you can’t fake 12 years with someone. Lmao. So whether or not people want to try my epic boss level of dating is up to them. I don’t lie about being married so everyone fully understands what’s going on. At the end of the day we’re still together. I’m aware it shocks people I’ve stayed committed this long, but the proof is in my legal docs and pudding, bitches. I’m a slut, not a heartless alien. I love sex but hateeeee dating and romantic relationships unless they’re consistent and healthy. I’ve had enough flings to make an erotica series, I don’t need more.

My husband was smart and figured me out quick, so instead he befriended me first, fucked my brains out and then we dated. He really had it down to a science and got what he wanted, me for life. I don’t do modern hook up culture, I don’t need to. I get railed for work 3-5 times a week. Unlike most folks who boasts about being traditional without action, I have the full starter pack trad lifestyle. I have 3 cars, the 1 acre plot with a house on it, a spouse, dog, cat and even a turtle. You can hate the fuck out of me, you can wish me ill, but it won’t change anything about me or my life. You’re not teaching me anything other than reinforcing my belief that people over estimate their own abilities and value to me. I don’t care lmao, so be wise, work on YOURSELF (trust me, you all need it) and just leave me alone if you don’t like me. Solutions! Not problems! 🤣🤦🏽‍♀️